The night is dark and loud
I cant hear u!!!
Jst cant Feel anything.......
Darkness....Crawling all around me, Shouting with its highest Pitch>>>
Asking me WHY? WHY??? Why am I here

Y IS EVERYTHING SO UNUSUAL SO STRANGE SO DARK
Y am i Here under this dark Sad cloud
Where AM I???
WHY AM I HERE???
I closed my eyes, scared of the truth
Everything is jst like a nightmare
But nothing is unreal everything is jst so real!!!
Reality holding me showing its darkest evil side
I cant run away , Jst cant move off my feet
Is it cold sand or is it freezing snow!!!
I don’t know
But I don wanna sleap
I wanna run away , simply run away of the truth
But how…..

I looked down
I cant belive my eyes
Its deep ocean all around
I am standing on a snowy path few inches wide
I cant move a bit!!
Its gona rain..
The clouds calling
No, I don’t wanna fall…… But its tough to stand here and hold on
I cant believe im here
Right here facing my deepest fear
No one can hear me no1 can see me
Im all alone
Facing the truth, the dark side of reality
I am freezing don’t wanna go numb!
No I don’t believe in destiny..
I wish I wud…
I don believe in crystal balls…
I wish I wud
Atleast I cud get rid off this day…. Get rid of this truth
This truth killing me every single moment filled with darkness……..
And only darkness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!