it has been long since i met sum1 special,
4m da cold nights n 4m da days
n still waiting 4 him 4m da path of ways....

im waiting 4 sum1 who comes in my dreams
n leaves me with lots of love-streams,
he'll enter my life lik colours in a frame
n take me away 4m my lyf which was lame....

he'll make my lyf just lik heaven
n bring in my lyf rainbow colours of seven,
i hope dat i get him really soon
n fill my lyf wit roses of maroon....

its tym which wil help 2 find my way 2 b
n ill pray 2 my lord 2 giv him bac 2 me....


ok don laugh at dis,i wrote dis wen i was in 7th grade....i had it written in my diary.i was reading thru da things i wrote wen i saw dis n figured dat mayb dis was 4 u...it might b very kiddish but sumthing i wrote n i didnt dedicate dis 2 sum1 but i guess i know whom 2 dedicate it now...thanks 4 being dere..urs pitchi jaan...LOVE U

nahiiiiiiiiiiiii me luutgayi barbaaaaaaaaaddddddd ho gayi..gandu sala benchod..motha fukaaaaaaaaaa....i miss u dosto...
return da lovvv bak for all the times ur ass hasnt bin in dhaka to support mah corrupted miserable worthless days..which were sooooooooooooooooo speciall to u ..khikz..i think umm high on ur message..lol i found my long lost son...n etc etc etc...kheikz///
say hi to arif n everywun from me..tell ur mom n nusaiba i miss them n loads of lov..mwahzzzzzz..
stupid fob..leff to dubai..
ur a fob..
das it
das jus it..

hmmm, where the hell do i start with this fella? onek kitchu bolar aseh!!! like how im the only chick who stuck chewing gum in his beloved long hair (coz i personally think he looked REALLY gay..), and how i spent half a bottle of his momz 'narikel tel' on his hair taking it off... lol! or how i kicked him in his face onek joreh, and he didnt speak to me for a week??? or how he accidentally caught me in my pink u no what and dreamt about me every nite since... (lol, keep dreaming fella!) and how can i forget nabz bday? the day i lost my purse and cried my eyes out... with the rickshaw walas passing by thinkin i was crazy... and how u n ur bro cheered moi up!!! good times!
wel, yeah, i've had sum memorable times with ya! and its down to what i tink of ya, well, as u no, not much mr child molester! lol, neh! u no i care for ya in my own special way. i'll say ur an ok dude... and yeah ur an ok friend too!
tc mate, and stay in touch... THE XTINT PENGUIN!

cant believe ur actually gone man so gonna miss u man....not...hahaha kiddin. wish we could have met before u left but anyways man kuzi is very proud of you and make me even more proud i hope u return home with the "man of the month of KUZI productions" award hehehe if u know what i am talking abt stay don corleone man respect see ya online hehehe

omg ur leavin!!!!:S
Y!!where 2??dubai or 2 d states??oi bt u will bd cumin 2 bd 4 d summa ryt..???!!!!!
U STILL OWE ME A DAMN TREAT...:P
aww...imma miss ma homo bhaia soooooooo much :(
neways.....nd u betta gt ur ass on a plane 2 bd wheneva u hear dt im bk...or else..(evil look)..:P
MWAHHHHH!!!
tc

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?


heheheeee....dis guy here is MINE...yes i OWN him...nd i love em:D...morro tumi baandir bachar hobu shaami kothakar......oshobbho anondo niketon...:L
~ka$h~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION--- to be continued later

no..um not gona steal a huge sophisticated ryting thingy nd send it to u as a commnt...INSTEAD! um gona be da sweetheart i am nd write it nije nije!:Y...

so, dewaluddin kabir is a guy...a very complicated one!likes to hump couches nd tables...likes chubby things...nd no,u can be as horny as u want, I WONT hump ur leg!!*random*...too many airplanes passing by....weird, its not evn da independence day!ahhh ahhh....dewaaaL, likes to NOT have food, attempts killin hiimself playin soccer...thinks its his birthday evryday...hits on random chicks...makes out wid dem...thinks avril lavigne's a guy in a girl's body...likes to sit on huge buses...is soo dumb dat calls ppl to ask fr der fone number...says is goin abroad whereas we all knw he's actuly goin to kishorganj to work as a mechanic in a toilet sized garage...likes red bows on guys...thinks he's straight(yeah ryt!)...has imaginary frnds hu take em to play pool....thinks santa clause is his ancestor...likes purple zippos...nd *ahem*underwears*ahem*...says girls shud stop wearing skool uniforms cuz der hard to open...is too touchy...likes long hair...thinks da long haired dude in desire looks gay(die bitch)...says ppl say he looks lyk antonio bandaras wid long hair(DREAM ON!).....makes a certain girl feel sooo special nd happy dat she went evn more insane den she ever was before!!!....
-THE END-
p.s.i LOVE u BISCHT!!!
~ka$h~

oley jaaaaaaaannn...M>H>W>I>L>T
only our code niks for each otha...yall..Dis is MR. Smith.,..n umm his MRS.Smith,,das all u need ta know..i lov u hubzie..my son...lol...(ppl ar gonna b so confused)...bye..

lets begin by sayin that i'm keepin my part of the deal... he gives me a comment and i then butter him up for all y'all!!!
Well theres not much to say except nawal other than bein a complete goof and itellectual dipshit... i guess hes one hellova guy. This dude is always braggin bout me... checkout the comment he gave me recently, hes fun to be wid and in sum sense is a miracle worker... shara bochchor porbey na kintu resulter belai 'A'.
i'm proud to say hez part of my family (yeah i wish...lol) and ppl trust u wont be wastin ur time gettin to know 'Mr Wickham' a lil better...
peace bro...
Johnathan

                                                               

                                                                                                                           

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNDDDDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!
shoja hoia ja, premer faader thika pola ar KUZI inc. ferot ai...will be waitin man RESPECT TO THE SIN BIN HOBOES

And Id give up forever to touch you
cause I know that you feel me somehow
Youre the closest to heaven that ill
Ever be
And I dont want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later its over
I just dont want to miss you tonight

And I dont want the world to see me
cause I dont think that theyd
Understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you cant fight the tears that aint
Coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know youre alive

And I dont want the world to see me
cause I dont think that theyd
Understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I dont want the world to see me
cause I dont think that theyd
Understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I dont want the world to see me
cause I dont think that theyd
Understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am.......


Hehe...ahhh...dis song...da lyrics...*sigh*amazing...neway nawal, dnno wut i wud evr do widout dis dude...hav known dis guy fr wut...a cuple of mnths...hav been WID em fr a mnth..but he chnged my world...dat is how amazing nawal is...

ahhh....*strts day dreamin abt dewaal:P*...lmao!..ohkay so bak to em ..ki lekhbo baaal...mathay kisu ashtesena...its just dat...wut i hav fr em...*sigh* can nevr depict in words...*look! look! kash is bein incredibly lame!:|*...haha...das wuts goin thru head at de momnt ryt??...well gess wut!?..i DO NOT CARE!..i lov dis guy nd nuthin can evr chnge dat*i hope:P!*..:$:$...dhurr baaal ki liktasii...well...nah nah....daMn janina:P...dsto all u need to knw is i lov u to bits nd u knw sth??..i dnt care weder u do or not:$...um jst gona keep on bein da fugly nawal molester i am!*hmph:P*....i lov u dst!*muahs!*

--*whispers*dis is da nicest i cud be!:$*--

~ka$h~

Hey there nawal!!!..Uhhhh..lets see what can be written about u?...*racks brain for ideas*..hahahahhaa..just messing around!
Even though we have met for two brief times....you sure have learned alot about me through talking!..and also labeling me as not "like other girls"..well like duhhh..but i hope it's on the good side...*narrows eyes..and gives the better be look*!!Hehehehehe..but i think the most fun part about you is that you sure can keep up conversations so you better take up my position of being the chatterbox..*nudge..nudge*!
But overall you're cool and fun to hang around with!
For now cheers...and hope you're having fun with your..er..how should i put it..i'll just put it mildly okies..escapades!.. ;-P!

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ehhehe i was entertained myy thiss coolness =D
atto mood mere chobi tolarr kono dorkar naii buchosss... bandrammi korar jagi pailii na dost? =P

*sigh*...here i am agn...at dis idiotic guy's profyl, staring at his stupid face wid all da WONDERFUL tyms i've spent wid em rushin all over my head....in simple words um bein my usual 'loser' self:P....
Nawal, one of da most amazing guys i've came across...ders nuthin special in em...wel der is...dat is dat evn tho he's is mentally ND physically retarded, it dsnt rele show:P...heheh jst kiddin....dis guy makes u feel soO special dat u'd do nethin to keep em happy...cuz u knw dat as soon as he gets upset, nuthin's gona seem ryt in dis world...weLL dat myt jst be lyk dis my 'my case'...but tao koilam aar ki*gulp* *um s'pose to be nice...[pfft] nice my ass*.....:P:P....hehehee....love dis dude to da morons...he be da super doooper banana milk jhaaki...nawal-uddin...u PATHOR mai duniya!!...lov u kuttar chhao...dure giya morr, kaase morle DURGONDHO ashbe!:P

P.S.ei pola 'SHOJAAG' word ta khub use kore...fr e.g. da oder day he was lyk 'dsto um gona call, tui SHOJAAG thaakbi toh?!'..LMAO!!!:P...hahahahahhahahahahahah...ROTF!i still lov u:P...muahs :P

~ka$h~

sup (fake)jamai- haha thanks for the comment buutt who r u calling innocent and naive- im the most uninnocent antinaive female in north america. the word naive always makes me picture some blonde airhead licking a lollypop and looking very lost.allahumdillah i havent reached that level yet- partially cause im not blonde. oh btw u definetly look like the daddyy of 4 jks:P so... what shall it be- dhaka or canada? ahah i joke i joke- (lol eita accept koro na)

Oh nawal nawal nawal........... why is it that whatever you do you tend to lie??? dont think i dont know what you are lying about in your profile.....cause i do. Any way but to sum up nawal he is the only person i know whom can ramble on and on and on and on and on with who ever the hell he feels like. Which is kind of cool i would say ( rolling eyes ma eyes ). But seriously nawal is cool and all and fun to hangout with cause he manages to blend in any situation possible.... oh and i should also mention that he is always willing to go bring foken when necessary. hahaha.

well nawal, i will elp you........... you and i will make a greth theam.....

Nawal is a sweetheart!! he's so undrstnding. Nd i LOVE lecturifying him nd Kash!...haha...! Kash nd him r perfect togthr. Nd i cudn be happier for both. I love the way he appreciates a girl for wat she is...!:P lol...anyway...Nawal is a darling...nd guys like him r VERY rare arnd here. Glad to have u as a frend dsto! lotsa laabhs!